ok so earlier i was sitting outside with april & olivia

when april & i decided it would be fun to play in the rain & take pix

so april got changed & i was taking pictures ...

.. now before i go further there was a tornado watch ... which means that the conditions are right for one but there may not be one

then theres a tornado warning which means theres a big possibilty that it will happen .. now when theres a tornado warning here theres a siren that goes off in the middle of town .. & if anyone has seen Silent Hill it sounds kinda like that but not as intense

so aprils playing in the rain & im taking pix & were laughing & having a good ol' time ... then we hear the siren & our faces immediately get real serious & april says "thats the siren ... get inside now"  so i grab olivia & our phones & like jet inside

so then we put the weather channel on & im like yo what the fuck do we do .. of course i paniced a little bit lol

so we went in our rooms grabbed all of our pillows & a few blankets & set everything up in the hallway

april olivia & i sat there for about 5 mins .. then april got up & i stayed there with olivia ..

.. april got a call from jessie i believe & then called my mom .. i probably sat in the hallway for a good half hour or so lol before i decided it was safe to get up lol ...

so as far as i know there is still a tornado watch in effect until about 7 i believe

my mom came home from work early which im VERY happy about ..

so i think we're all good now ..lol

but it was a fun story to tell lol



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... thickening the air im breathing, holding on to what im feeling, savoring this heart thats healing


...im so in love with that song right now its crazy

cant sing it tho kuz my voice doesnt go that high

im SOOOO fucking bored .. 


i may just go to wal mart kuz its something to do

i hope i get to go play some games with my friend tonight but idk

but yeah i have nothing better to do right now

ive been on myspace & facebook for too long a time lol


word whatever later


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.. this sorrow takes a hold .. im waiting here so cold

...im having a glass of wine

.. watching law & order svu

.. then probably going to be

.. im sick of being bored & alone


.. someone help me


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so let me start off by saying HOLY FUCK!!!!

yesterday was probably the longest day of my god damn life

we all left the house at 1030am

didnt get here until like 1130pm!!!!

we got to the airport & got on the plane & sat on the fucking runway for 2 & a half god damn fucking hours

then we finally took off & of course i freaked out & olivia was fine lol

OH the only good & kool thing about the plane was that there were tvs in the back of the seats so that kept me occupied

so then we landed in boston & had to talk to the woman from cape air & we actually caught like the last flight for the night

OMFG it was the tiniest little plane ever & it scared the ever loving shit out of me .. if it was daytime it would have been worse

so then we get to the airport & it turns out our luggage wasnt there >=(

but we eventually got it back this morning

& today we went to oak bluffs & gay head (lol) & it was fun

now were all gona play games until we pass out

fun lol

later



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YAY IM FINALLY IN MARTHAS VINEYARD WITH THE FAMILY!!!!!!

vic & ashley are watching me write this =P


WHOO HOOOO

I NEED A BOY!!!

i need a nice sweet rocker boy

there are none in this fucking town

at least none that are my age

FUCK!

im annoyed


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 fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you

i really fucking hate you


fuck off


id love to p0is0n you right now


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im so irritated with life

i really dont know what to do

& ugh .. whatever

.later.

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april & i are bored out of our minds

we went to church & memamas

& now were home

my mom & mark are playing with olivia

april & i are in her room trying to not kill ourselves

being bored blows

.fuck.


.later.



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so another fucking boring ass day

went to elberton with mom & mark .. & olivia of course

did pretty much nothing but drive around aimlessly

went into bi-lo for no apparent reason

mark got food

i wondered around aimlessly with olivia

then listened to dane cook on the way home

then did absolutely nothing

until now ...

church 2moro

thats pretty much it

i may hang with jessie

but idk maybe .. maybe not 

it really depends on her

idk im tired as fuck & really need to sleep

ugh.

.later.


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yeah so im just bored & decided to make a random ass entry

ummm.....

yeah

idk lol

HI!


.later.



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so i've made a new one of these

i havn't had one in a long ass time

i have no idea if i'll actually use it

but i got bored

so whatever.

.later.



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